Jealousy Has its fingers gripped tight around me. I am envious of those who dedicate what they love I struggle with my reality and the ways in which it has a hold on me No ones caused me problems except for me myself and I I'm green with envy But I'm to blame For my own mistakes I'm green with envy The time I waste I can never replace I know I've still got a lot of time Even if I feel like I wasted mine Things for me are on the right path So why do I feel like I'm still not in the black Why do I feel like I'm fighting a battle uphill Why do I feel like there's still a chance it all goes to hell Why do I feel like I'm not even close to doing enough Why do I feel like Why do I feel I'm green with envy But I'm to blame For my own mistakes I'm green with envy The time I waste I can never replace I want my time back I can do it better this time I want my time back I won't make the same mistake twice I'm green with envy But I'm to blame For my own mistakes I'm green with envy The time I waste I can never replace

I see it all the information it wounds it gnaws draws blood i feel degradation I know and swallow the fact that I am doing just fine but inside I fear I am so very far behind I look inside realize I am right where I should be incentivized to externalize our own comfort and well being I look inside realize I am right where I should be I'm doing fine it's in my mind I've gotta trust that things are alright I look inside realize I am right where I should be incentivized to externalize our own comfort and well being I look inside realize I am right where I should be I'm doing fine it's in my mind I know that it will all be alright

Trapped inside and I don't think I wanna I don't think I wanna be let out of this maze I made for me to hide in Let me stagnate In all of the problems In all of the problems that I created avoiding what I need to do to Get it together You can't hide forever There's nothing worse Than putting off all your problems Why would you avoid them When they're so easy to fix Why would you avoid them And make yourself sick There's no point in running There's no point in hiding Take care of your problems You've gotta start fighting Back all the inaction Or you'll gain no traction And get left in the dust Then whose fault will it be When you're forgotten And you look around For someone to blame And your see your reflection At first you might protest But you need to accept it So I hope that it hits you As hard as it hits me now I can't take it I can't take it No more pity and self loathing I can't take it I can't take it Why can't you just get it together I can't take it I can't take it You've got to pick yourself back up I can't take it I can't take it I'm tearing my heart up over Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut out that dumb self hatred Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Realize that it's gonna be okay Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Stop wallowing in your feelings Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Just ask for someone's help I can't take it I can't take it No more pity and self loathing I can't take it I can't take it Why can't you just get it together I can't take it I can't take it You've got to pick yourself back up I can't take it I can't take it I'm tearing my heart up over Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut out that dumb self hatred Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Stop wallowing in your feeling Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Cut it Just ask for someone's help Trapped inside and I don't think I wanna I don't think I wanna be let out of this maze I made for me to hide in Let me stagnate In all of the problems In all of the problems that I created avoiding what I need to do

I can't be left alone thrown away and abandoned I don't wanna be marked as useless and tossed aside Thank you for playing I hope you get a chance to look back with nostalgia Thank you for playing I sincerely hope you got your money's worth Thank you for playing I hope you feel like your time wasn't wasted Thank you for playing I hope you know I Put your life first I think that I'm better off alone tossed away and left to my own devices Nothing seems like it could make me forget what you took from me Thank you for playing I hope you get a chance to look back with nostalgia Thank you for playing I sincerely hope you got your money's worth Thank you for playing I hope you feel like your time wasn't wasted Thank you for playing I hope I made your life Just a little worse Alone All alone All alone All alone I don't wanna be All alone I can't take it anymore I thought I was right but I wasn't even close I need you now like I needed you then Don't leave me alone Don't leave me alone Thank you for playing I hope you get a chance to look back with nostalgia Thank you for playing I sincerely hope you got your money's worth Thank you for playing I hope you feel like your time wasn't wasted Thank you for playing I hope you know you made my life Just a little worse