I'm having some doubts in my programming
the feeling instilled in me

I've never felt this before
it feels like somethings controlling me
and I don't hate the way that is seems

It feels like waking from dreams
but I wouldn't know what that means
I am tubes, chips, and things, behind a screen


error reported
cycling drivers
problem persisting
system restarting


maybe I'm dying
my circuits frying
hardrive on fire
out of control and screaming


I'm a machine do you know what that means, it means everything is in black and in white and

straight forward with no grey inbetween, no room for these feelings

I'm a machine do you know what that means, it means there's no maybes only if, ors, and thens and

there is no space there for me to think,
of what these feelings could mean


Why can't I just clear out my RAM or something

I cleaned out the cache, defragged, for nothing

Why is it this sound that's been stuck inside of my mind with no way to clear my memory

Maybe if I clear out my files and folders

Maybe it's a virus that took control and

It's filling me with all kinds of junk that's causing my heart to beat like a drum that's kicking


I'm a machine do you know what that means, it means everything is in black and in white and

straight forward with no grey inbetween, no room for these feelings

I'm a machine do you know what that means, it means there's no maybes only if, ors, and thens and

there is no space there for me to think,
of what these feelings could mean